i like a boy

this is a true statement.

it is driving me nuts.

i hate it.

i love it.

i would like to think about something else.

stupid boys!

group number two rocks my socks off!

what a glorious sunday today has been. i've enjoyed everything a sunday has to offer and then some. it was a particularly beautiful day in redding, really the heavens opened up and allowed for the most beautiful january 11th ever.

i went to church were we were verbally kicked in the gut. during lunch after church we discussed the pain we find ourselves in when we hear about what happens around the world. it is tough to think about hopelessness and lives void of truth and love that comes from the source of hope and truth and love. i'm still pondering the idea of how to respond as Isaiah did in chapter 6. "Here I am Lord, send me Lord" what does that look like in real life? what does going mean? where do i have to go? how can i help everyone that stirs within me a longing for them to know truth? what does it look like, today? I've decided to pray for a deeper urgency everyday to share the truth of who Jesus is with people who do not know Him. I'm going to go about my business asking and longing for truth to spill out over my words, actions and even my intentions.

church was good. lunch after church was grand.

my group of friends definitely fits in the category 2 and today proved it over and over and over again. i cleaned my house and planned a meeting and a few of my peeps and i took a little ride along the river trail on mountain bikes. it was awesome and beautiful and kinda hard to get up the big hill at the end. but i made it and was even able to breathe at the top, so that is good. it must be all of those hours in the gym :)

we had our first young life leader meeting of this semester and it was so awesome. so fun to get back together and enjoy each other. so great. we laughed and shared life and i really can't think of a better way to enjoy a sunday than with people i love so dearly doing things i really have fun doing. 

i'm missing some of my peeps right now. i'm missing the ones who i've spent so many sunday afternoons with. i'm kinda sad that i cannot just build a bubble where everyone i've ever loved could just be together allllll the time. it's okay. love runs deep and the people i love, wherever they are...i'll be praying that the God of the universe would give them deep joy today. that they would know Him in the depth of who they are....

what a glorious sunday!

why are people so....ugh!!!

this week has been long and crazy and busy and sometimes awesome and sometimes not even a little bit awesome and sometimes the best week of my life and other times the worst possible week ever of all time not even only my life.

today was graduation.

i'm so glad it's over. i need to get back to my life that doesn't cause me to think about work and business all day long. things went well today but in the very same breath i just noticed that people are absolutely ridiculous sometimes. They only hear what they want to and they are rude and disrespectful and selfish and just down right annoying. 

THEN there are people who are great and wonderful and life giving and such a joy to be around.

i'm glad there are both cause it makes the second group that much better. I hope that I always fall in the second group. I also hope that the people who find themselves in the first group would learn that that group sucks and they should move on over to the better group.

anyway.

praise God it is Saturday afternoon. I'm going to go to the gym then I'm going to enjoy an evening of joy with group 2.

Kandice Fan Club

okay peeps...

it's been a while. I wanted to blog more. I should. I will....

here is where i will begin. (this might sound arrogant, but please know that, more than anything, that is nooooootttt my intentions.)

I have a fan club. As of today it is not an official fan club but I'm working on making it an official club. I'm going to begin with T-shirts (Therese Harper gave me this idea...well kinda). They'll have my face on them. I'm going to enjoy a photo shoot and then YOU (all who wish to join my official fan club) can buy a shirt (it's not gonna be cheap, my fan club is going to be hard core. (and that means costing money.))  All proceeds will go to what I am most passionate about REDDING YOUNG LIFE...this is going to be awesome.

Get ready people. Especially those of you who are already my number one fan, now you just get to tell the world about it. And don't worry it's not to late to join, espeically since nothing is official yet. And also don't worry cause everyone that is a member will be my #1 fan, so there won't be any fighting for a higher rank. 

:) good idea?!?!

bad day. good day

I woke up this morning, late, with one of those... I need to just stay in bed cause today is gonna be really overwhelming...kind of feelings. I was so overwhelmed by the anticipation of today that I wanted to just sleep until tomorrow. I realized that I couldn't do that, I really needed to go to work. I had so much to do, and I just needed to get started. 

When I was at work I was still overwhelmed at the enormous task that was, today. I made some lists cause I am OCD and it's always easier to gather myself when I make a list. Once my lists were made, I began the task of completing them and it was awesome. I got all of my work done. I returned all of my emails. I answered all of my phone calls. I met with and spoke too ALL of the people I needed to talk to today. I went shopping for camp. I came in almost $100 under budget. AWESOME. I found a place to store all of my frozen goods. I found pizza bites for .6 cents each!!!!!! 

What my mind made me think was going to be an awful day full of defeat and stress has ended with a sweet taste in my mouth. I'm so excited about this weekend and I think I just might get up early and go to the gym tomorrow. :) not a bad day...a GOOD day!

ouch

I went to the gym after work today. I was supposed to go in the am, but I was just too lazy to wake up after a wonderful weekend of bliss. As I was driving to the gym I began feeling really ambitious so I made a plan to work out for at least an hour and a half instead of an hour today. 

Once I was changed into my stretchy pants, there was no turning back. I mounted the cycle and entered my information and began my 18 mile trek to burning 600+ calories. I had to stretch like a crazy woman when I got off that bike. NUTS. 

My legs still hurt. Even though I stretched real good. I guess an hour of cycling cannot be stretched in 10 minutes.... :) I feel real good. I'm super excited that I reached my goals today. I'm going to wake up early and try again tomorrow morning. That way I can tell the girls at work that I rode a bike 36 miles since they've seen me last. AWESOME!!!

Good day!

it's quiet

I am sitting on my couch in my lovely Christmas decorated living room with my roommate, her boyfriend, and our good buddy. They are all so frantically studying for finals and finishing up papers and projects and breathing deep sighs and staring really hard into their computer screens. 

I on the other hand, am trying to figure out something to do, that is quiet and doesn't cause a lot of commotion, because I know that any wrong move could cause serious damage to the ambiance of finals studying. 

All this to say, I sure am glad that I can, free from guilt, write this dumb little blog about my wonderful sunday evening. I have stuff to do, I always have stuff to do. But, I do not have to study for finals and for that I am grateful. I need to make a shopping list for Woodleaf. I need to get my costumes together. I need to work out a little today. I'll do the things I can do quietly first so as to not get yelled at or receive an evil glare because I AM FREE!!!!

I'll begin by praying for my friends whose situations I do not envy. Jesus, help them remember and help them recall. Awaken their minds and bless their efforts. Thank you Jesus for my degree! Amen.